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10 February 2006 @ 06:53 am
Watching someone you love, love someone else  
My heart is bursting with happiness and hope for someone for whom I wish nothing but happiness and joy.

But, then there's that ego of mine: I feel slighted and hurt that I didn't get loved like that.

And worse: I am being loved like that, maybe even better. It's just that I don't [yet?] love back enough.

This is the definition of conflicted, of bittersweet: pressure in my chest and a smile on my face. Tears welling up, with a spring in my step.